Beautiful Things Are Not Like What They Seem Bismillahirrahmanirrahim... Everything has happened to me all my life whether it is happy or sad. I am one of the persons who are struggling to build up a new better life. In one side, sometimes I feel like I am a pointless one. I am not as happy as what I seem, nither do I feel like I am a good one. Sometimes, mood swings come up to me, but actually I never want. I have no idea on what something happened to me. Things were going crazy. I am occasionally stressed out by bad things that happened to me which make me cry and feel inferior about myself. My thoughts in my brain really can kill me slowly. Sometimes, I need somebody to help me to give me positive vibes that I want to deal with. Sometimes, my family don’t even understand me fully as I want they do. Yeah, only me, the one who really cares about and understand myself and things, whether they are bad or good, and of course God does too.